Tuesday, August 5, 2008

Sad news...

Pam told me she is quitting Uni,
in fact she already quitted Uni...

I still remember how i knew her...
She was in the same anatomy tuts as me last session, sitting beside me..
She was the 1st course mate i knew..
not much people i know doing Med Chem...
i thought we would be hanging around together for these 4 years as all our subjects will be the same!but who knows its just 3 months!

she is a gorgeous and hot babe..
with her happy-go-lucky and cheerful attitude..
a little bit laid back...
she is smart, brilliant..at least she got D or HD in the exams...
and yesterday we were still sitting together in chem lecture, laughing at the lecturer's joke and the hot choc cream incident...
and today when i went to physio lecture the 1st thing she told me is
I AM LEAVING...
i was stunned...why?!

she said she was so stress..
she realised that she doesnt like science as much as last time and she couldnt do it anymore..
she wanted to ;eave and work or do something else..
but she did well in the exam!
Well..i realised i dont really like science that much too!
but i am doing it just for the sake of doing it..

WHY?because i have been doing science since form 4..
i have never been exposed to other field before,
even the foundation i did was science and engineering..
SO....its like yeah i am a science person..
because i have no chance to discover what kind of person i am?
but well since i chose med chem i will just stick to it...
dont give up easily..who knows what will happen in the end?

i am planning to apply for exchange next year,
probably to Europe..since the application to US has already closed..
but...a little bit nervous...
well....i still prefer US...shopping there is cheaper!
will see how it goes..

but i am happy for Pam, since she realised this earlier...
and as long as she is happy i am happy for her..
but i will miss her so so so much! seriously!
when can we meet again??!

ALL THE BEST FOR U PAM..
XOXO

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