Sad news...

Pam told me she is quitting Uni,
in fact she already quitted Uni...

I still remember how i knew her...
She was in the same anatomy tuts as me last session, sitting beside me..
She was the 1st course mate i knew..
not much people i know doing Med Chem...
i thought we would be hanging around together for these 4 years as all our subjects will be the same!but who knows its just 3 months!

she is a gorgeous and hot babe..
with her happy-go-lucky and cheerful attitude..
a little bit laid back...
she is smart, brilliant..at least she got D or HD in the exams...
and yesterday we were still sitting together in chem lecture, laughing at the lecturer's joke and the hot choc cream incident...
and today when i went to physio lecture the 1st thing she told me is
I AM LEAVING...
i was stunned...why?!

she said she was so stress..
she realised that she doesnt like science as much as last time and she couldnt do it anymore..
she wanted to ;eave and work or do something else..
but she did well in the exam!
Well..i realised i dont really like science that much too!
but i am doing it just for the sake of doing it..

WHY?because i have been doing science since form 4..
i have never been exposed to other field before,
even the foundation i did was science and engineering..
SO....its like yeah i am a science person..
because i have no chance to discover what kind of person i am?
but well since i chose med chem i will just stick to it...
dont give up easily..who knows what will happen in the end?

i am planning to apply for exchange next year,
probably to Europe..since the application to US has already closed..
but...a little bit nervous...
well....i still prefer US...shopping there is cheaper!
will see how it goes..

but i am happy for Pam, since she realised this earlier...
and as long as she is happy i am happy for her..
but i will miss her so so so much! seriously!
when can we meet again??!

ALL THE BEST FOR U PAM..
XOXO

The same old life

Week 3...

The same old uni life again...
sick of it...

Time flies, I am still in my holiday mood but 3 weeks passed..
lots of assignments coming up..
and the worst bits are i don't even know what assignments are they..
haha...have to check it out...
getting lazy to go to lectures but i know i have to,i gotta work harder this session..
the subjects are harder, and i have to put more effort in it,
i didn't study much last session...

Went to Sydney yesterday and shopped..
Others went to casino and we went to drink @ novotel before coming back..
reached home around 2am..TIRED...
Was sleeping soundly this morning when the fire alarm rang...
I HATE FIRE ALARMS, especially these kind of false alarm..
I was cursing the idiot that made the alarm went off @ 7 in the morning...
yeah YOU,whoever that do whatever thing that woke me up..
I was so tired that i continued lying on the bed..using my pillow to cover my ears..

The sharp high-pitched fire alarm continued...
frustrated!
Got out of the bed and plugged my iPod's earphone into my ear..
LOUD MUSIC WITH FIRE ALARM..
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR....
finally i lost the battle..

JO vs. FireAlarm.. K.O

Having no choice i reluctantly got out of my warm bed and stepped out of my unit..
I knew it would be very embarassing as everybody had already gathered outside and i was like half sleeping with my eyes closed, squating at a corner trying not to wake myself..
and the alarm finally stopped and i jumped immediately back to my sweet bed and continued sleeping...

Lectures were the same...
listening to those hypnotising lecturers are pretty hard,
need tonnes of determination to make you sit still in the lecture hall and keep your eyelids open..
anyway i didnt skip classes today..
Good job~

will try to update more...but life's kinda busy...
updated a few on xanga..blogging at 2 different blogs kinda freak me out...

xoxo
I LOVE MYSELF

ME!

SCORPIO - The Addict

EXTREMELY adorable. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Will try almost anything once. Loves to be pampered. Energetic. Predictable. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Loves to party but at times to the extreme. Loves the smell and feel of money and is good at making it but just as good at spending it! Very protective over loved ones. HARD workers. Can be a good friend but if disrespected by a friend, the friendship will end. Romantic. Caring.

Analysis...
Love being pampered - this is definitely me! but well, who doesn't like being pampered??
Energetic - sometimes, depends on what stuff... well, the sleeping in lecture days is a big contrast to this!!! haha...but when it comes to play i think i am definitely energetic!
Always get what they want - well, how good if this is true?
Talkative - all my friends can tell...
Loves to party but at times to the extreme - haha..i think this is me...
Loves being in long relationship - true, i don't want those not serious relationship, but sometimes its not that you want it long it will be long right, there will be a lot of complications and stuff...
Loves the smell and feel of money and is good at making it but just as good at spending it! - i love money and i spend money but am i good at making it?haha...
Very protective over loved ones - yeah yeah yeah....wana try?
Can be a very good friend but once disrespected by a friend the friendship will end - what are true friends for? can just get a bunch of friends that disrespect u..
Romantic & caring - always always...LOL

anyway, i think some part of this is quite me...i just love being myself...
i came across another email which says...
dont change urself to please others, change to please urself...
thats so true....what live urself for others when you don't even think of urself?
learn to love urself more, learn how to appreciate urself and enjoy ur life...
why take the trouble to burden urself with how people thinks of you and how people look at you?
then you will live in others' world, not your own...
learn to accept what you are, dont try to be someone, if you don't even accept yourself, how you want others to accept you?
i am gonna make my own world.....
just realised something.. treating urself and others good doesnt make you lose anything...
so from today onwards, i should open myself out to this huge and new world...
i should try everything that i wanted to... i will do what i wanted to!

The Sleepy Days

Havent been sleeping well since uni started...
hectic schedule with i dunno what...
still in the holiday mood??might be...

dozing off in the lectures most of the time...
of course, i still concentrate in some...like those 1st 1 or 2 hours..
but after that i really cant,i dunno why...
i really tried hard to concentrate but my eyelids just kinda drop..drop..drop..
NOD!
shocked...
embarassed...
REPEAT...
till the lecture ends...

haha....that even happened on the bus yesterday...
fell asleep on the bus back to campus...
till the umby i was hooking on my finger fell..
shocked!jumped up...and pick up the umby...
embarassment...LOLS

i went to library straight after i finish my 3rd hour of lecture today,
got 1 hour break..
guess what i did?
found a real comfy couch,
threw myself and slept!
no no wait,i set alarm before i sleep..
hahahs...
there are like 5 couch and a coffee table in a circle,everybody was studying or doing their stuff,
and i was sleeping~hahaha..and then a guy opposite me started to sleep too!haha...
i am kinda amazed with myself now,i can sleep everywhere!!!

evidence of me sleeping while eating dim sum in sydney..
hahahs....the day when haru left...
my ugly sleeping pose

JO ITS TIME TO WAKE UP...HAVE TO WORK HARD...

COLD~

*shivering*

Its a bloody cold winter..
the weather is crazy today..
it has been keeping at 8 degrees whole day...
i should wear more...
i m still so cold even though i think i wore a lot already...

life has been so busy!
i went to sydney 3 times last week..
went to meet pinnie and send fiona off on saturday, then went to Paramatta to get something from mummy's friend...and shopped there...well,i love the Westfield there,i feel like i am back to Malaysia!!they have many shops!!!
I bought a new set of Logitech speakers!woohoo!!
its half price so it just cost 50bucks...
it has 2 speakers,a subwoofer and a ipod or mp3 player dock...

i got a skin for ipod classic,its a pinkish devil cover..
love it!!crazy jo...shop shop shop!
shopaholic~~~!!!
but i enjoy being that..hahahs..
cuz i m working now...got a new job in the restaurant nearby,
so i still can afford a little bit of the stuff i want..

uni life is so busy,
all the labs and pracs will start so soon..
and busy in campus too!!had steamboat yesterday nite <3
having something hot in this bloody cold winter is the most wonderful thing!

so many things to do,so little time ... ... ...

BYE Haru

Haru left..went back to Japan...

I only get to know him this year..
From my 1st impression he is just a very very shy guy,even he is 26 already..
he seldom talks a lot..and he is a very very kind person..
along this half year,i never seen him angry or scolding anyone..
He is forever smiling with his real good temper...
That's what makes him so popular among the Thai girls!hahaha....

I didnt really get too close with him until we played DS together,
and went to Sydney several times...
I couldnt remember what make us become close..haha..
maybe because of his secrets?

Anyway i am really happy i knew him...and have him as my real good friend..
who says there cant be pure friendship between a guy and a girl..
at least me n haru are...or should say we are more like brother and sister?
we talked, we joked, we just make fun of each other...
really miss all those time when he is here...

i hope i am going to Osaka end of the year and meet him...and all my other friends in Japan!!
and shop!hahaha...

The night before he left

We decided that we shall all make or cook something for dinner that night..
and i baked this banana cake!and wrote those words..haha..
maybe i really should open a bakery??



Remember i said i made a video for him?
we pretended that we are watching movies..
and played the video...
he sat beside me,pulling my sleeves and cried!!!!
everybody is so touched and feel like crying..
but when we saw him cry we felt so funny and keep laughing!!!
look at his swelling eyes!!


Played a lot of games after that...so nice and funny..
and of course camwhored...
and haru and ryo the losers have to do pole dance after that...
with haru being the pole..

Miss Australia and the devil..LOL

On The Day to Airport
Slept around 2 and woke up at 6 to send him to the airport...
see how nice we are!hahaha....
the weather is freezing cold!!!

Went to eat dimsum after he left...
And star city...hahas...seems like we are not really sad about him leaving!LOLS
I didnt even dare to play on the blackjack table..
everybody elses gamble except me..
hahas...see i am a goodie goodie girlie.....
but casino is quite fun!hahahs..
to all those back in Malaysia: Legal age for casino in aussie is 18!!!!hahahahs...
Wait till you r 21 then u can get into Genting or come to AUSSIE and i will bring u to star city!!!haha.... blek!!!



Karaoke again after that...
Learnt how to play dice...wah..so damm nice and i kept winning..
and i won myself the dinner for that night..hahas...
because i won Max for 10 times!!!!


The real damm exhausted look in the train with our dinner...
The last week of holiday is the busiest week in the holidays...
that cause me fall asleep in lectures everyday!!!
anyway take care to HARU...see u in Japan soon...or Malaysia..!!!

Last Wednesday Night

Haru left yesterday!!!its the 1st day of uni today...so damm tired and i fell asleep in the lecture!
hahas...i m seriously tired...last week was the busiest week of my whole holiday!will update more about haru's farewell...i hope i can update soon...too tired to update..hahas

Yeah! here are the pics i promised...
Went to Glassy on the 9pm bus...there are 2 bus and both are all full..so they had third one ...
i managed to got on the 1st 1,but all the seats are full,so we have to stand...
swinging all the way to glassy...everybody seems so excited because its O Week..
haha..to new comers..u will find glassy boring very soon!!!

Its Haru's last visit to Glassy =(
Ordered Gin & Tonic..Yumm!


It was so so so packed so we departed to Hotel Illawara instead...
my 1st time there..i like this place more than glassy!!!
not that noisy,and the environment is nicer...
and more drinks here at a reasonable price...
with a "handsome-when-not-smiling" bar tender..hahas...showing off his tricks all the time..
although not really that cool..hahaha...
will definitely go to hotel illawara instead of glassy next time!!!!!

Long Island ice tea yumm yumm
taste different from shark hotel

the handsome when not smiling bar tender..hahahs

Cheers~

blurred and tired..
screwdriver ^^

lets rock the dance floor~!

doing some kind of pose...

with alison n ryo...miss her

i love yuko!

pic taken before going back..sleepy..

with steph,she just woke up from sleep..hahahas