A while ago,actually should be weeks ago,

junyi suddenly sent me this song.

He said this song really suits me and forced me to accept it.

LOL.

HE IS RIGHT.

JJ MUST BE SINGING THIS SONG FOR ME

"day dreaming"

haha...

Just wana share with you guys.

我还在寻找 一个依靠和一个拥抱
谁替我祈祷 替我烦恼 为我生气为我闹
幸福开始有预兆 缘分让我们慢慢紧靠
然后孤单被吞没了
我俩变得有话聊 有变化了

小酒窝常见到 是你最美的记号
我每天睡不着 想念你的微笑
你不知道 你对我多么重要
有了你生命完整的刚好
小酒窝常见到 迷人的无可救药
我放慢了步调 感觉像是盒资料
终于找到心有理智的美好
一辈子暖暖的好 我永远爱你到老

幸福开始有预兆 缘分让我们慢慢紧靠
然后孤单被吞没了
我俩变得有话聊 有变化了

小酒窝常见到 是你最美的记号
我每天睡不着 想念你的微笑
你不知道 你对我多么重要
有了你生命完整的刚好
小酒窝常见到 迷人的无可救药
我放慢了步调 感觉像是盒资料
终于找到心有理智的美好
一辈子暖暖的好 我永远爱你到老
WO~小酒窝常见到 迷人的无可救药
我放慢了步调 感觉像是盒资料
终于找到心有理智的美好
一辈子暖暖的好 我永远爱你到老

Thanks daddy for passing the dimple genes to me..

now someone is singing about it!hahaha...

VERY PERASAN!

I DO NOT POKE IT.

ITS ALWAYS THERE =P

Always do this kind of takoyaki pose with my chubby cheeks.

Now you can tell how chubby I am.

The Stressful Days

I Made A MISTAKE Yesterday AT WORK!
=(
I took the wrong order for the wrong customer...
I thought he was the other customer...
I FELT TERRIBLY BAD!
I don't have the customer's phone number so I couldn't apologize to him =(

And the other customer whom his order is being mistaken,have to wait for the order to be ready again when he came to pick it up..
I told him "I am so sorry I made a mistake and mistook your order and gave it to somebody else.Now you gotta wait again,I am so sorry!"
and guess what he said?
"If you don't make mistake you are perfect"
This kind hearted old man..Still need to console me.
Felt extremely bad,to the customer,to the boss,and myself.
How could I have made this mistake?
I blame myself.
I think I am not concentrating enough on work.
Have been thinking about exams?
I should concentrate more at work nextime!
And I didn't study after I came home from work.

But well this morning I woke up around 7+, stomachache =(
Wondered around my room..and decided to go to the library to do some study.
Went there around 10.45am and left at 4.45pm.
6 hours of studying!hahahaha...its so not jo!
I managed to finish Stats,but sad to say,I don't really get the stuffs =(
Did a bit of physio,physio has too much stuff to study,
Managed to finish only a single lecture in 1 hour+ period.
I think I should study more.In the library.

Felt so stressed after studying.As usual.
I hope I can remember the stuff that I revised when I step into the exam hall next week.

Cheers Jo!

And yeah,

I HAVE GOT 2 BIG AND PAINFUL ZITS!OUCH!
too much of chocs and chips.and stress probably.
I tend to eat non-stop when I am stress and when I study.
BAD.
I WANT FLAWLESS SKIN!

The Process to Zitty Skin.

Was suppose to have "seemed-to-be flawless" skin

The slacky moments, camwhored halfway studying.
Thats the natural me, dowdy looking all the time in my room,hah.
The zits under the skin must have undergone some really huge war at that moment.

Oh ya,finally they won and broke through my skin.
The really AWFUL skin condition =(
2 painful ones..
Please ignore my super retarded expression.
Imageless.
Revealed the dowdy and retardedness of me.
No one's gonna marry me now.

( I do change my bedsheet frequently =P )

6 days till finals.

Tiredness.
I slept really early yesterday, around 11pm. But hell, I have got nightmares!
A few nightmares, and one of them is really scary. I dreamt about me being inside a lift where there is a man that tried to be-faint me and my friend by making us smell a perfume.(and I remember the package looks like Calvin Klein Euphoria!LOL I think my dream is too detail.) He stopped the lift and while I was half fainting, I tried to press the alarm button but he noticed and BASHED me. I woke up, startled.
Could not sleep again, and the first thing that came into my mind is:
I don't want to go back to Malaysia.

I realised my safety conscious has lowered since I came here.Back home,when I flipped through the newspapers, crime crime crime and crime are all over.But here, I rarely heard there is much crime. Or maybe its me that don't read much newspaper. At least the crime rate is not as high as Malaysia. Then all kind of stupid thoughts came into mind, like imagining what will happen if I fainted, maybe I got raped?murdered?chopped into pieces?
Shiver.Dare not imagine any further. But I seriously remember the feeling of fear during that dream.

I think I am too stressed. I always get nightmares when I am stressed.
I remember back in my Form 5 days, I have nightmares everynight till I got so used to it.
Now the nightmares came back, AGAIN.
Anyone, FREE ME FROM THOSE NIGHTMARES AND I WILL MARRY YOU..
LOL. Not a good reward I guess. (joking lah, I don't want to simply get married OK)

I really wanted to hang out with S babe again before she goes back to Taiping!But I have exams!AWWW...OK..If I finish revising all my Statistics and half of my Physiology by Sunday I will hang out with you. Pray that I am concentrate and hardworking enough to do that. Sounds sooo not gonna happen..hah.

OK sambitch has been nagging at me..She said I didn't post pics,SO I am gonna post pics now..I treat you so good babe!You gotta treat me when I go back..Thank you! =P

Its Yuko's Birthday Celebration last week at Fairy Meadow Beach =)

My handmade bday card for yuko babe..
I know, it looks so birthday-card-ish right.

The hot babes, including RYO. He can be real slutty at times =P

love the sunshine & the chick


Cute-Innocent-shy-ish smile HAHAHAHA
*felt sick myself to say this*

Revealing the enormous thigh

Again the E******* thigh..
I KNOW I KNOW
Any slimming tips for me?

Excited JO and the forced to smile Kai?

Kor took this "artistic" pic of me that again shows off my E-thigh

Failed to jump at the same pace.
Succeeded at springing to the highest.
There are always two sides to look at things right?

Fuyoh.My suuuppppeeerr duper HOT babe!
Tempted to drink the beer?

Heart this pic.. =)
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Eh you think too much lah!
Its just because my E-thigh became slimy thigh at this angle ok.
I think I shall take pics with the same angle nextime.
Gotta find someone or a pole to hide half of my thigh..HAHA

Yuko the birthday babe.
I lighted the sparkles!

Our back to childhood smiles and laughter <3>

I love my ear rings!
Its a big daisy.
S babe has one pair too!
And my messy but natural hair. <3>

She has been such a great friend.
She is still a great friend.
I LOVE YOU YUKO!

Wishing upon the sparkles?
Look at my pendant!!
Its a suitcase!
haha..showing off my accessories again

"ski-desu!!"
(means i like you)
so Japanese way of confessing,hands gotta be straight in front and the shoulders shall retract into the backbone like a turtle.ha!

They are my family here <3>

I really like all these pictures, they are all so natural and happy-ish.
Just like I like everyone in the photos.They are natural and happy-ish as well =)
Loves...xoxo

YA,I know I used a lot of "ish" today.

YES!i finally figured out the paper chase question after staring at it for hours for 2 days!!
I drew the structure right!!but i duno whats the matter with me i typed the name into the quiz wrongly...=.=" OK WELL,so i tried the 2nd attempt and i got a even worse question for paper chase!

SO I STARED AT THE QUESTIONS AGAIN for 2 days...
and i finally figured out what to do!!!
you wont know how it feels!!!it feels like I wana wear a "i love chem" t shirt and run around the world!GOSH,finally this time i typed it correctly and i got full marks for that quiz...yeppie!

I am thinking if they are gonna give me this kind of questions in the exam, how the hell do i have time to stare for 2 days?!I better make sure I do lotsa practise before I go..

AND i went to STAT252 lecture this morning.this is so unusual of me cause i have been skipping lectures since week 2!haha..(at least better than Nina, she never been to lecture before and she doesnt even know how the lecturer looks like!)
Its in Hope Theatre (around 400 people capacity) but the people who turns up is less than 30!
Pathetic lecturer.
See, its not just me OK?
probably because the hard-to-understand accent of the lecturer,
she pronounces smallest as "small-li-est" and data as "die-ta"...

Thank god i am a Malaysian whom adapts so quickly to accents,
This is where Malaysian tends to have that advantage.

I am gonna stop typing here,
the iMac keyboard in uni sucks.
well, the mouse sucks too..
i gotta press so hard to type its like poking the keyboard so hard till there will be a hole..

I love Chem.

I am freaking out!!
I could not deal with the organic chem assignments..
I am so so so bad at those nomencleture and the reactions..
What do I get when I add sodium cyanide in acetone with 2-bromo-2-methylbutane?(OK well i managed to get this 1, I guess?)
What steps are they to convert 3-chloro-3-methylpentane from 2-chloro-3-methylpentane??
Especially the paper chase questions!!I have been spending about 1hour++ and I still couldnt do it!!
Somebody out there must be like "Chiz,its too easy!"

Its always like that,things always get blurry when it gets to the end of session..
argh!I dont want to get bad results for chem!I am studying Med Chem!!
How the hell am I going to study more Chems if I cant even do the basic ones??!!!
Frustrated!
I wish I could dream of how to solve the questions later..

Oh please...........................
Finals are coming soon!And i still have stats,physio and bio to study for..
and all those assignments that are freaking me out!
I think I am too lazy...
I seriously missed Mr Yau at Sophia,
he teaches Chem so nicely that I can understand..
Or maybe its just my problem that I am not paying enough attention and do sufficient self study now?
I miss high school days..
Its like teacher just repeat repeat and repeat all the stuff..
and its so clear that you know where to find the answers in the book...

Now that I am flipping through the Chem text book and Organic Chem text book,
I stared blankly into the pages...
Lines and lines of complicated explanation and I was like "Where is the thing I wana know?"

But NO WAY that I am giving up to this...
I m gotta find out all the solutions and understand why it does!!
or else how am I gonna step into the examination hall?

Wish me Luck.

11 Days till finals.

Sambitch!I am finally doing this!ater you tagged me for like months...hahaha....
Ok well I have been tagged by others as well,so I will just take it as I did all already..


TAGGED BY SAMMY,SHIN,XINYI..anyone else?


RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves..

RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
- I will dump him or dissect him,so be grateful if i dump you!haha..

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
- All my dreams would come true?haha...like having endless dreams?LOL,too greedy...

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
- hmm...tall people's butt...because I would feel satisfied having my leg swinging that high up.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
- I will save it in the bank and spend the interests!

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
- NO?Its hard to get your heart beats faster again when its passed that stage.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- being loved?but what if that someone is the one you dont love?Aiks, I think its better to have someone that you love,love you too..

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- Until I don't love him anymore.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- Fall for another guy..hahaha

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
- There must be...but couldnt remember in a sudden...anyway when i said i am happy then i am really happy..

10. What takes you down the fastest?
- Being betrayed.

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
- By the time I will be 29,probably engaged with my prince charming,having a successful career and knowing how to enjoy my life.

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
- Everyone that I love..

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
- she is a biatch..hahaha...a lovely,talkative,know lotsa brandeds biatch..haha..yes you sambitch~
- shin: stupid,cute,caring,kind,quite lazy at times,gossip partner,sleeps too much...
-xinyi : nice friend,doesnt mind sacrify for friends,very easy to get along with...

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
- single and rich!

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
- trying to sleep again...hahah...

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
- YES...but only to the one that is worth it..

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
- The one that makes my heart pumps faster?or maybe the one that treats me better..HMM...or maybe give up both..haha

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
- Well,I do forget easily but when I remember I will feel angry again...haha..stupid..Scorpios are always revengeful!beware!..it still depends on what thing that is..

19.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
- Prefer being single rather than having a bad relationship!

20.List 5 people to tag
(well i dont wana tag anyone,cause many people has been doing this..haha..you can volunteer if you want)

Charity~

Hello everybody,If you do see a "rice" advertisement below the archive on the left side,please click it and do the questions,because for every questions that you get it right,United Nations will donate 20 grains of rice to World of Hunger.I just realised it.Its another way of helping people by sitting in front of your pc~!